Oops...
my hand...is bleeding..
small wound,
not reckless at all..
I visited both of your blog..
& I found that..
I didn't really know everything about you..
You know I always care you..
I know you care me too..
But why not care her like caring me as well?
both of you shouldn't just end up in this kind of situation..
She told me that you made fun of her feelings..
honestly,I didn't really 100% believe..
because I know you,you're my friend..
I know you wont lie to her..
You don't lie, but you don't tell too..
would you tell me everything?
we should find time,
sit together & have a talk..
I'm willing to help if I manage to..
you told me..
caring someone too much ain't good..
ya, I know..
because I was like that too..
I just don't want to see a pair of good friends end up like this..
why not try to honest to each other?
friends should be like that..
right? =]
Jan 31, 2010
Jan 30, 2010
0130
Slept early last night..
slept on my notes..lolx..
until my phone rang woke me up..
It's Shirley.. =)
she told me how to study sociology..
I should thank her for waking me up..
otherwise,I'll be sleeping with my notes for the whole night..=x
Until last night..
I only realise something..
On my bed..
3/4 on it was my note..
there's only 1/4 empty space for me to sleep..
lolx..my bed was a KING-sized bed eh..
imagine how messy my bed is..
hahax...
My big baby went to N.S ...
I was really shocked that day..
When she phoned me saying she's going for it..
after that,
we talk to each other through phone every weekends..
It's still ok I guess..=)
I Do not want myself return to the old me,
which using tears to go through my everyday,
The me before 3 months from today,
wasn't the me that i wanted to be..
Nobody exactly know what's going on actually..
except me..
I know the truth..
I know that I need to accept it..
I'm facing it..
I told myself, I proved to myself..
I accepted the truth..
But my health seems to have problem with accepting the truth..
slept on my notes..lolx..
until my phone rang woke me up..
It's Shirley.. =)
she told me how to study sociology..
I should thank her for waking me up..
otherwise,I'll be sleeping with my notes for the whole night..=x
Until last night..
I only realise something..
On my bed..
3/4 on it was my note..
there's only 1/4 empty space for me to sleep..
lolx..my bed was a KING-sized bed eh..
imagine how messy my bed is..
hahax...
My big baby went to N.S ...
I was really shocked that day..
When she phoned me saying she's going for it..
after that,
we talk to each other through phone every weekends..
It's still ok I guess..=)
I Do not want myself return to the old me,
which using tears to go through my everyday,
The me before 3 months from today,
wasn't the me that i wanted to be..
Nobody exactly know what's going on actually..
except me..
I know the truth..
I know that I need to accept it..
I'm facing it..
I told myself, I proved to myself..
I accepted the truth..
But my health seems to have problem with accepting the truth..
I need a necklace to tie myself up...
I need something on my hand to tie myself up..
Im weird huh..
Im weird huh..
Ya,Im weird.. x)
oh brat. ==
just get my head in the exam.
everything will be fine.
support me everyone!
muahahahaha...
just get my head in the exam.
everything will be fine.
support me everyone!
muahahahaha...
Jan 29, 2010
0129
我的头很痛…
真的顶不顺…
有点很辛苦…
现在还很火…
因为，
又遇到讨人厌的双面人。
因为，
又有人骗我。
这种人很恐怖。
朋友们，
你们所谓看到的‘好男人’，
都是假象，
当你们知道真相的时候，
你们会惊讶是正常的…
因为我也惊讶…
吓到哭，哭到病，
病到现在还没好。
哈，
去死吧，好男人。
好男人，去死吧。
去死
去死
去死
去死