still

now i found that...
my head is still ach-ing....
my pressure is still so high...
level of worries&fear have no sign of dropping still....
now,i use most of my energy only to breath...
although now im just sitting in front of my laptop,
listening Bao's song....
(sounds relaxing, huh?)
that doesnt mean that im ok adi...
feel like vomitting...
urghh..==
getting serious,i think...