0228

昨天哭坏了…

也把恺恺给吓坏了…

原本还在cheras的他…

赶了回来看我…

真是抱歉…

那时候只想着，

需要个大哥来陪我…

在电话中…他发现我哭了…

算厉害啦~观察到~

这让我想到…

朋友更会心我…

其实…

我最需要的人只有一个…

是无法在我身边陪伴我的人…

她不是不要…

她是没能力…

所以没关系…

老实说，

我真的有离家出走的念头…

这不是才刚有的…

是一年前就有的念头…

只是有个人…

一直在阻止我…

让我成熟了点…

让我知道…

这样只是幼稚的解决方法…

好想念大baby...

好想见他…

还有两个星期…

他就出来了…

期待…

0226

终于能够见到我最爱的人了…

见到他…

我的害怕都被抛在脑后了…

什么都能谈…

其实…

刚刚真的不想这么快就走的…

都是某个人…==

哈哈~算了…

不过还是要谢谢那个人…

是他带我去见我爱的人的…

这条路，

我有勇气走下去了…

爱你~x)

害怕

我发现…

现在的我很怕…

也发现…

自己很矛盾…

一开始毫无考虑地找他们帮忙…

一心…只想要他们保护我…

因为我知道他们一定保护我…

因为我真的很怕…

因为那时的我很慌…

没想到讲电话的时候都会发抖…

真白痴的…对方不会感觉到的…

可是在他们答应帮了后…

我却觉得…

好像找了不该找的人…

真的想不到能找谁了…

他们俩都是我爱的朋友…

我不想看到他们骂人的样子…

还是…

应该听那还没长大的家伙的话?

不要理这些人…

想的和我不一样…

原来…

说很坚强…

是骗自己的…

原来…

其实是需要人保护的…

却告诉自己能自己一个人…

因为…对自己说过…

不要再回去过那种日子了…

很累 很苦 很不好的…

保护我的人…

快出现吧…

让我觉得安全些…

我在等你…

0225

突然有觉悟…

自己也不懂是什么的觉悟…

哈哈~

一定有人在想…

三更半夜了，觉什么悟啊?!

我不会…

让自己再有机会倒下去…

我不会…

让自己成功一半的事毁了…

要开学了…

有些事…

必须收拾起来，不看了…

有很多事等着我去做…

看着长辈们慢慢老去…

感觉对他们的责任越大了…

要让自己有能力…

以后尽自己的力…

让他们好过些…

有时候看到他们辛苦的样子…

真的会心痛…

我是爱往外跑的女儿…

我是爱叛逆的女儿…

可是不管怎样…

我不会是个更本不孝的女儿…

背上的石头…

以后会变得越来越大吧…

爸，妈…

我不是100%的好女儿…

也不是100%的不孝女…

但我会努力…

做你们的女儿…

因为…

我很爱你们…

啊…累了…

晚安…

huray! x)

my mood now is at the peak level..

which is the highest point~

This situation happened only for one reason...

&.. it's because...

I PASS JOR LA~~!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!

hip hip huray!

cheer for Princess Valentine~~ xD

never thought that I could do it...

really happy until wanna' cry...

laughing like hell now..lolx..

oh ya..

this morning...

there's a stupid wild cat..

stuck inside my bathroom..==

[wanna get free water for bathing huh?

why not just jump into the LONGKANG to get some?DUMB!]

stupid cat..

i would wanna pull its tail & throw it out of my house..

next time if i see it,

i DEFINITELY will kick it like kicking football..

dogs are still the best!!!

。。。

我好像…

从你的世界里消失了…

就连你有烦恼的时候…

也想不起还有我能够让你诉苦的…

我一直都信息你…

可是你却一封都没回复…

就算有回复，

也只说一半，你又消失了…

我…真的对你不重要了吗?

我不知道为什么…

别人不回复我信息，没关系…

就是你没回复，我会很伤心…

你对我很重要…

虽然我们的世界不一样了…

你对我而言，还是最重要的…

你…

还记得我这个朋友吗…?

我的心里，一直有着这个问题…

我很在乎你…你懂吗?

0220

我~~~回来了~~
回去家乡四天…
拜三才回来…
本来有很多感触要写的…
可是…因为太累了…
所以…没写…
[不过有写在日记里啦~x)]

昨天住表妹家…
很爽呐~xD
不知道为什么…
我比较喜欢住外面…
我就是个喜欢往外跑的孩子…
和表妹出街…试衣服~拍照~
拍大头贴呢~第一次拍~
因为没经验…所以拍得不好看 =(
[自己又不美哦…]
嘻嘻~我请阿姨吃饭呢~
给钱的时候，还觉得很光荣呢~

我们的照片~

这美女美叻~?我的女朋友~哈哈哈!

被她发现我这么说的话，

一定揍我~xD

美吗?昨天试穿的~x)

张郁妍喝酒哦!

惨了…长大了…

哈哈…

我的新眼镜~~~

13's

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

0212

ahahahahaha~

Big baby came back this morning~

went out with her this morning.. =)

oh dear..she's not that fair anymore..lolx..

[big baby~ I think is your eyes small jor la~

Not I thin jor~ xD]

hahax..

really feel so funny...

when thinking about what 'she' said..

asking me about big baby's thing..

Big baby keep on saying 'her' kesian..

lolx..so bad de..

actually we're just good friends la~

no worries~xD

What a joke...

I nearly forgot that I own a mobile phone...

or I should say..

My mobile have been sleeping in my room for days?lolx..

fungi growing on it~

getting thicker day by day..

same as its owner~xD

Whenever I did something cruel..

They would say I'm cool..rather than 'CRUEL'..

== what wrong with them?

grammar mistake?lolx..

something's wrong.. ==

I read some blog..

& found that..

these author just couldn't live without the 'LOVE' thing..

It's like the world will be ending soon..

If they can't find a girl/boy friend?

Is it that serious....?

because...

I haven't die yet..

my world still exists...

sometimes I just don't get it la..

maybe is my problem...

because I'm...

cold..cruel..noob..dumb..whatever as well...

haha...

I love my son la~

if he leaves me..

I would rather die too..

x)

cousins' dating~xD

Went shopping with cousin ytd..

hahax~

although we end up going home with empty hand..

but im still happy..

know what...

our mothers acted a like..

that was our only chance to go out dating together~xD

We took some photo~

With her camera~

& it means...

all photos are with her...x)

We also talked a lot~

& some how we got some same conclusions..

[tiger woo hoo] is a nice movie~

our mothers are really from same "factory"~

[& we are sub-product~]

lolx..This is what 二舅said before~xD

We had lunch in BBQ Plaza~

I really like the food a lot~

& for a playful girl like me..

It's fun barbeque on my own~xD

oh ya..remember guys..

you can get 20% discounts if you show your student card~

Doing promotion here~

lolx...

we went 3 places..

Pavilion..Sg. Wang..Timesquare..

& we still cant find what we wanted..

requirement too high perhaps ?haha~

0207

我想去海边…

因为我想大喊…

我想荡秋千…

因为我不开心…

我想锁上门…

因为我不想理任何人…

对着你们，我不出声…

因为我不想讲话…

我只对着一堆纸，

用笔写下感想…

只对着电脑打机，

把全部抛在脑后…

对着儿子说话，

因为他不会告诉人家我的秘密…

当玻璃碎到一种程度的时候…

要屏回去原样，是很难的…

可是你对我说，你没事了…

看来…你没被伤得很深吧…

呵呵…

可能你是男生的关系?

哦，整天yum茶的你…
来我家，我泡真的茶给你喝咯~

哈哈…

朋友，加油哦…

==

1.被点到必填，不填代表你不尊重传给你的人和问卷。
2.请老实回答每一个问题。
3.不得擅自涂改题目。
4.写完后请点8位小朋友，不可不点。
5.点完后请通知那8位小朋友他被点到了。


幸福套餐 No. 1

1）你的绰号：妍
2）年龄：1991年的我~
3）生日：15日1月
4）星座：山羊座…
5）兴趣：美术，手工，唱歌…
6）专长：对着余敬恒讲惹他的话~xD

幸福套餐 No. 2

1）你有没有喜欢的人？：没有喔…
2）是否现在在交往？：单身喔~
3）现在幸福不？：超幸福~
4）如果上天给你勇气，最想做什么事？：倒追人家！
5）如果有天，你爱的人和你告白的话？：对他说‘我也爱你~^^’

幸福套餐 No. 3

1）点你的人是？：一个傻婆~
2）他是你的？：可以和我结婚了~xD
3）他的个性：yeng 啊~
4）认识他多久？：2年+2个月
5）你觉得他怎样？：yeng到爆~
6）你想对他说什么？：我喜欢~xD

幸福套餐 No. 4

1）最爱的节目：都爱喔…
2）最爱的音乐：eyes on fire[twilight]
3）最爱的季节：冬
4）最爱的卡通：Pucca

5）最爱的人：我的小猫~
6）最爱的颜色：黑
7）最爱的国家：Australia
8）最爱的天气：雨天~

幸福套餐 No. 5

1）如果上天给你3个愿望：
= 做女首富！

= 绕地球转~旅行啦~

= 把那姓叶的家伙变乖，然后留在我身边一辈子~
2）你是很专一的人吗？：100% 是…
3）最深刻的回忆？：第一个他，在情人节时买一大盒巧克力，然后威胁我，不能让别人帮忙吃完…他的目的，就是要养肥我~哈哈~
4）你是个很有信心的人吗？：90%不是…==
5）你很爱微笑吗？：和朋友一起的时候咯~
6）如果你要放弃你现在的生活，行！
7）妄想什么样的生活？：CEO，有气质的女强人~
8）是否横刀夺爱才是爱？：是[不对方法得到而已…]

我不点人哦…烦死了…lolx..

helpless

What if I say..

I will be terminated?

I have no confident..

talking about confidence..

I'm always the loser in this game..

teach me how to win..would ya?

If it really happens..

Will my sky be dark forever..?

Will they treat me worse..?

tears dripping inside my heart..

fear grows inside me..

negative thinkings took over my whole mind..

what should I do?

I'm not kidding..

But they thought I was joking..

they see me so calm..

But the truth?I'm crying inside..

Who knows?

I'm not learning to be tough..

I'm forcing myself to be tough..

I'm not learning to control my tears..

I'm forcing myself not to cry..

I decided to throw those 2 things away temporarily..

& now I'm crying..pressure..fear..

I need a friend's shoulder to lay on..

who ever it is..

would you be the one?

It seems that..

I'm helpless..

0203

today 2pm..

Mass comm exam starts..

Section D : News release..

still ok..

Just have no idea about Section B..

Sigh..

What's the answer for the electronic media question?

Web page tomorrow..

all those tag thing..element thing..

I would say..

If the lecturer just wan us to write out those codes,

then i sure can score la..

But no neh..

there will be 70% question asking 'what is,how to,recommend , etc'..==

duh..

Ms.Yasotha..it's WEB PAGE DESIGN~

not COMPUTER STUDIES~

lolx..

having gathering on saturday night..

good, straight away go relax after exam~x)

I love BBQ~xD

still proud

studied for hours..

having break now.. =)

Know what..

I still feel proud of myself..

putting that kind of comment in the liar's blog..

& started feeling this person's a jerk..

not only a lie-ER..but also a filty animal..

I truly hate this animal deep from my heart~

If there's a chance to kill someone without going to jail..

I would choose to rape this animal..

make IT lost its Father's day..

torture IT, kill IT, chop IT,

wash IT with detol..

& finally.. feed IT to the vultures..

0202

Mass Communication for tmr..

working on it..

Press release..Press invitation..News story..

apalah..I wasnt planning to be a reporter..

What for studying these Media things..

lolx.. hate the subject..blame the school summore..

Well, I ain't good girl~ x)

How's everyone?

Tracy?

Dear said she 2 days also die..

[I also dont know how to help her..]

Shirley said her 2 subject no more liao..

[then I think i maybe also will die liao gua..]

I shall be tough for my love ones..

I shall gambate for my love ones..

I shall not let my love ones worry..

I shall~ I shall~I shall~

I shall tell you that I will always be ok~

You're not here..

But you threw a spy here~

You're always that PRO~

love you so much~ x)

0201

1 down, 4 to go..

1st day of final exam..

Very very nervous..

serious til last night cant sleep.. =.=

[ what for so nervous huh?

like going to marry Mr.exam xD]

8am reach PA block entrance..

3 guards standing there looking at me..

& dont know why I'm so freak-ED out.. ==

I was very worry that I might lost in this building..lolx.

really a super-pro-路痴-one.. xD

8.30am,

people start coming in..

oh no,getting more nervous..

those people were not revising.

what I heard was..

"我昨晚看PPS到三点才睡哦~"

"不用读啦~死就死啦~''

feel like wanna slap them.. ==

my 1st paper..Marketing..

I was relieve when I open the exam paper..

hmm.. I wrote quite smooth..

except for one small question,

asking about the retail organization..

I dont know the answer! T,T

Others..still ok lo..

It isn't very hard la..

average...

hope i wont fail.. -.-

sigh, scare la..