upload

vince dear~ our photo~x)

0430

Finally...

My war ends..x)

feel so relax now..

Just reach home..

went The curve with my Vince dear..

lolx..thought we could play our favourite game..

But fail to..xD

went Daiso..went IKEA..went Pet shop too~

something funny happened too...

3 guys watching us when we walked out the pet shop..

what for huh??

maybe it's watching Vince la~

cause I'm not special or beautiful or I have no nice body shape..

so~I have nothing to let them watch..xD

& I said something funny as well..

'看什么看??羡慕我有哦??你要就去做假的啦~'

of course it's just telling my dear..

impossible telling those three boys ba? xD

hahahahahaha...

Im crazy now~

suddenly relax liao ma~x)

我想去荡秋千…

你陪我去…好吗? x)

형님, 스윙에 ...x)

我很累…

我很怕…

我很莽…

我很显…

我很压力…

肚子很饿…

我很想打电话…

又不知道打给谁…

就算打了又怎样…

一定又是哭的…

我累…

我想睡…

可是又睡不下…

很讨厌这种感觉

wish me luck

MSN call with my dear now..

teaching her finance..

lolx..

tmr exam adi...

wish me luck guys..

pray for me..

so I can win the war..lolx..

郁妍加油~x)

dear god..

bless my dear more..x)

失落沙洲

My lullaby..

Love it.. x)

又来到这个港口
没有原因的拘留
我的心乘着斑剥的轻舟
寻找失落的沙洲

随时间的海浪漂流
我用力张开双手
拥抱那么多起起落落
想念的 还是你望着我的眼波

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

0424

I'm hopeless?

I thought I finally know how to do..

But it wasn't so?

ya..probably..

should quit?

or should not quit?

Thought I could find someone to talk to..

but failed to do so..

no reply from anyone either..

but someone phoned..

when I started to talk..

Just felt like wanna cry only..

Kept on forcing him to get into sleep..

& said bye..

isnt that I refuse to talk..

It's that..I dont know what & how to say..

I'm just a ' prefer-suffer-in-silence' type baby girl..

are you the one?

the one that could be with me when Im sad..?

the one that could be with me when Im happy as well..?

are you the one?

the one who cares me all the time..?

the one whom I can feel safe to be with..?

Or you?

the one who will protect me..?

the one willing to play with me...

walk with me under the rain as I wished..?

the present of you is unknown..

I dont know..who are you..

but I'm waiting for you..

patiently..

EMO

the one studying in setapak :

You know..

sometimes your words irritates me..

you're more than..'WAI'.

you're not my boyfriend.

Just my friend.

STOP telling me wanna hug me.

I TOLD you the answer N times.

N-O NO!!

DONT EVEN TOUCH ME.

dont make me whack your face.

可以不要一直来惹我吗?

我好好对你，

不代表我随便的。

在这样的话，

我可以把普通朋友的界限划的更清楚。

你敢越过，我们不是朋友了。

和你讲话越来越显。

一点都不想讲了。

琪…君…

Today..

I only slept for 4.5 hours..

3 a.m - 7.30 a.m

[ wow..pity me..lolx ]

& the result I get..

Memorized 3 chapters of management.. x)

In conclusion~

I'm done with..

management 6 chapters..

[left 3..]

finance 9 chapters..

[left 3..]

Cost acccounting 4 chapters..

[left 4..]

To my 2 宝贝s~

琪…

wanna call you this name..I like your name~

dont wanna call you Tracy adi~x)

I can tell you everything you wanna know..

if there's thing you're confused..

just feel free to ask me..k?

if there's thing you dont like..

just tell me..

I dont want any gap or misunderstandings between us..

same..I need you to tell me whether you're ok or not..

just because I care bout you..

we're sisters.. right?x)

nothing happened..

just.. wanna tell you what's in my mind.. =)

猫…

dont always think that you're invisible in front of them..

maybe should try to be more aggressive?

if they still act so..

maybe that's not a suitable place for you?

Ktar not only have this group of people..right?

the most important is..

you're visible to me.. x)

0422

all of a sudden..

I have no mood to study..==

how frustrated I am..

wanna shout la..

4 days more to go only...

& I have no mood to study..

what a big joke..

management ok..

finance ok...

cost accounting... die ==

since I'm a science student..

I really hate accounting thingy..

I cant balance any account since sem 1..lolx..

lucky enterpreneurship no need see so much accounting..xD

[i guess so?]

tonight not sleeping le..

must get back the study mood...x(

study now..

がんばて！

0420

It's 1.30am now..

Im not on bed yet..

lolx..

just for my friend..x)

chill la~

dont think so much,my friend..

finally..

dear saw me..

lolx..

damn shy la...=3=

real cute?

still dont believe..xD

it's gonna rain..

& i like rain..

playing basketball under the rain is fun~ =D

I like the feel..

walking under the rain..

it makes me feel calm..

it even helps covering my tears..

I always play under the rain..

the most insane was that I went into the rain during midnight..

lolx.. it's because Im totally bad mood..

& I still remember who caused this..xD

BUT...

since I got fever last time..

mother doesnt allow me to play rain anymore..

how bad...==

I still play secretly~ hahax~

I have a abnormal dream since long ago..

since I love the rain..

that is..

my boyfriend would teman me play in the rain once~

lolx..crazy huh?

who would wanna teman me do this kind of silly stuff?

hahax...

will you play with me?x)

you~ yes~ you~ lolx..

simply you..xD

nitez my dear..

muackzz..x)

0419

You just dont trust me..right?

yes,

I dont mind letting you say that this is a disrespect from me.

you can just go ahead & be proud of him.

this has been happening since 6 years ago.

I DO NOT MIND ANYMORE.

that's all.

ya,

Im a jerk who do not know how to respect.

Im a jerk who just know how to be angry.

I just hate & have no idea communicating with you when it comes to this.

0418

my owning webcam dream is ruined..

damn sad la..for my dear..lolx..

'cause he cant see me already..T^T

if July im still in KL..

sure I'll come out meet him,

let him feel disappointed~ hehex~

'cause his darling fat fat liao~ xD

suddenly..

feel like I had another son..==

Chong Wai Keat..

a black belt son..

ya..same age with me..

But the thinkings like 3 years old baby..

That's why i call him my son..

He's a good guy..

why noone want him?lolx..

there's a reason..

that I don't let people hug me anymore..

only myself know..

a hold on my hands is special to me..

a special hug is important to me..

a kiss is meaningful to me..

I appreciate my boyfriend..

I love my boyfriend..

I care my boyfriend..

I trust my boyfriend..

I hate people who play on my feelings..

ah gor said want intro boys to me..

lolx..no need la..

i can wait for the true one to appear..x)

yor..

dear has not been online-ing for days le..

got miss him de lo~ x)

ytd dear sms me..

lolx.. so shock~

thought he forgot me jor.. xD

your darling waiting you online~x)

muackzz~~

Nothin' on you

here's a new song..

Title : Nothin' On You

By : B.o.b

I like this song very much..

if you're someone's boyfriend..

give this song to your girlfriend..

if I'm your girlfriend who recieve this song..

I would feel safer being with you..

x)

this is call安全感..lolx..

so..

if you're my boyfriend..

if you're my darlings,dears..

give me this song..

hahax.. xP

memories

I was driving on a road today..

near my house..

I thought about someone..

when I pass through the memorable basketball field..

that was the 1st time we met.. x)

when the guys playing basketball..

he was my friend's brother..

I only had the chance to say hi..

& I had to go..

But after that..

we still had chances to meet each other..

if it wasnt because of his parents' disagree..

I would have a handsome,nice,good boyfriend..

stories between us happened just like a dream..

sometimes even I myself dont believe that it's true..

that's why..

about this story..

I only tell meow..

hahax..

song:Nothing on you

走

我说过，不要再回来找我。

你知道若你再回来，我会痛苦吗?

没有你的世界，我比较好过!

我没开玩笑。请你走

你若再回来，

同样事会发生，

同样你会又这样对我，

同样我又会哭，

同样我又会痛苦…

请你走…

主动

主动?

如果喜欢一个人的话…

就应该主动吗?

我呢…却不是这样的…

我是个超级被动的家伙…

这样好吗?

朋友说我这样子的话会后悔…

难道我应该改?

的确…

曾经因为我的不主动，

错过一个我很喜欢的人…

最后对方和别人在一起了…

一开始是蛮心痛的说…

但我没后悔…

还是当时不是喜欢，只是错觉?

所以我没后悔…?

还是因为一直以来，

因为自己都觉得说，

对方高兴最重要，

和不和他在一起是次要…

所以不后悔?

这次…

一定又是错觉?

因为肯定对方没喜欢我…

恒说他所谓的好感不能代表什么的…

这也是…

认识久了…错觉也多了…

我们不要再见面?

然后就不会有任何改变?

有一个人…

我很想他永远不再找我…

因为我知道，

如果再看到他，

我只会在他面前哭多一次…

我不想看到这样的自己…

算了算了…

想考试好一点…

哈哈~~

郁妍加油!!!

.

我们永远都是朋友…

x)

0411

本来早上可以睡到爽爽的…

结果那老爸竟然走路去公园…

又不愿意走回来，

八点打电话来叫我当司机…==

气死了…

因为美梦被打断了…

哈哈哈~

昨天想写这些话的…

因为觉得有点怕怕…

其实有两样东西…

我很怕…

我很怕暗的…

因为某些阴影…

我最怕的…

是我在乎的人和朋友不理我…

男人女人

这首歌…

我会唱了…

*微笑*

下次唱K要唱这首了…x)

爱爱爱爱了几回
也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却 还在
等待着谁能出现
伤伤伤伤了几回
也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈
我却还是学不会
狠心对谁
男人 男人
多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真
让我不必再心疼
女人 女人
我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生
来换你的快乐一生
我却还是学不会
狠心 对谁
不会再让我(你)心疼
一等再等
你就是我等的那个人
男人 男人
女人 女人
多么希望你是对的人

男人…你是哪一个呢…

其实…也想有个专疼自己的人

0409

Actually..

I had a nightmare last night..

& I sweat..

last time cry until wake up..

this time sweat until wake up..

duh..what's wrong with me?

I have no idea..

today..

nothing special..

Just brought Lee Kuan dear with me to school..

& send her back too..

Tommy's principle..

‘好吗不吃回头草’

lolx..means he's not going back..

if it's you..

will you give him/her another chance,

to be together, to change?

if it's me..

I wont let him come back to my world,

if i found him telling lie.

I hate liars!

it's like,

I treated him with 100% honesty,

but he feedbacks are 100% lies..

should I forgive him? no!

even till the last moment,

he still lies about the reason why we break up.

fed up..

it's easy to love someone..

but it's hard to be together..

right?

that's why..

I love single life..

i have dear(s) to sayang me..x)

I love my life~~~

yahoo~~

0408

dear..

of coz i dont understand

人生就是这样，有也烦，没有也烦~

hahax~

'cause I too small liao ma~

you say me like big baby de ma~ xD

then you teach me la~

teach liao then I will noe~ ^^

Just back from outside..

owh no..

I have not been to such 'totally failure' party before..

the place not nice, food not nice,

you can just hear loud songs,

boom your ears..lolx..

RM 15 wasted..==

Went to Sanctuary..

what place?

It's a PUB..

cool pub..

went with a bunch of friends..

aiya.. only drink a bit beer..

'cause driving home alone..

if got driver send me home,

sure drink at least 2 cup..

lolx...

joking la...

im tired..

need massage..x)

night, everyone..

0407

today my mom told me...

' your son got girlfriend already..'

hahax..

maybe it's true?

or it's just my son's buddy?

'cause every morning,

son will always bring a black dog back home..

long time ago..until now..

still the same black dog followed him home..

it's like a girlfriend sending her boyfriend home,

& then go home alone..

haha~ so sweet~ x)

lolx..guess i'm crazy..

if can, wanna give some food to the black dog~ x)

今天和靖喝茶~

感觉很好~x)

因为她是我的fulltime darling~

哈哈~她说…

‘人生就是这样~

有也烦，没有也烦~’

哈哈~没有怎么会烦呢?

有些人单身的时候，

看到别人双双对对的，会羡慕?

也许吧…我不懂…

因为…我没有这种感觉…

也许还年轻，所以无所谓?

等老了再看吧~可能那个时候的我就会羡慕了吧~

哈哈~

事实

如果你的好朋友来告诉你说…

XXX在你背后和她说你的不是，

而且是把事实颠倒来讲的，

而这个XXX呢…

就是平时对你很好的一个人。

你会怎样?

我发火，很想冲出课室赏这个人一巴。

我真的很生气，因为最讨厌的就是乱讲话!

TMD。

这种人，

不是要对他有所防范，

而是建好墙，不跟他来往最好。

如果在来惹我的话，

不会对他客气!

有时候…

人还真是恐怖的东西…

往往最恐怖的，

就是你身边让你觉得好的一个…

今天我知道了一个真相…

体会到，遇到双面人，

那恐怖的感觉…

成绩好又怎样?

人格有问题就是问题!

看人，真的要用时间去看透…

吃尘啦你!

没有用的窝囊废!

疯了

我快疯了…

我没有做错…

可是为什么会这样…

我很辛苦…

我受不了这种人生攻击…

我压力很大，

我很想哭…

拜托…放过我…

Jerk

JERK

if a guy is stuck with this word,
majority calls him Jerk whenever meeting him..
what would you think bout this person?
he's a jerk?Bad guy?or...what else?

To me..
this friend..
He's not only a jerk..
He's also a BIG SPANAR..
or you can say.. THE SPANAR KING..

but then..
I still treat this friend good..
why?
just b'coz he's a good one when it comes to FRIEND..
Only when it comes to LOVE, he becomes a big spanar..

my advice to girls..
if you have a boyfriend..
try not to be TOO CLOSE to him..
coz.. my 6 sense tells me..
something unhappy will happen to you..
Im not just saying without prove..
this kind of unhappy things do happened before..
&..
when time goes by..
you can really see something..
that others cannot see..

to listen or not..
it's up to you..
but.. if you're my darlings or dears..
I definitely will pull you away from this person..
hope you understand..
I just want to protect you...

storm

Title : storm coming..

newest photo~

orirginal~

no edit~

took it yesterday..

duiring way home from Kampar..

p/s : drive safely during raining day everyone~

yea yea~

promised Wern to eat breakfast~

& I ate breakfast today~~ xD

0403

went to kampar...

& so?

exactly what I thought..

Just... something unexpected happened..==

what I expected?

the agreement still will be signed..

someone will not be willing to see other houses..

they just insist wanting that expensive house..

great! everything kena finish lo..

sometimes I really hope that my prediction wont be that accurate?

== It all became true..

& I'm not really happy..

they're just STUBBORN!

summore got one shout at facebook,

saying only SH ppl will brainwash other ppl.

WTF! she knows how to scold,

I also know. It's just I dont want to make situation get worse..

that's why I didn't left 'WTF' comment there.

btw, the truth is my father worry about my safety.

& honestly, brother,

it's way damn FAR from school,OK?

It's your choice choosing whether to stay or leave.

But I'm leaving.

you dont even have the heart to cooperate.

this is STUBBORN!

why should I make me feel guilty to myself?

Im choosing to be selfish.

Im bringing Tracy away too.

That will be my choice.

you have to know.

1st, the one paying the rental is my father.

if he dislikes the house,saying the rental is expensive.

would he let me stay there?

2nd, I have parents worrying my safety.

if they feel that the house is unsafe,

I should continue insist staying there & let them worry, is it?

3rd, there's a greater option for me,

if you're me, won't you choose that house?

4th, I didn't brainwash anyone.

& that's all.

&...

thnx wern... x)

that dear in my msn is you~=x

love you huh~ xD

0402

april fool ended..

I'm single again..

hahax..

'bout yesterday..

it was just a funny joke for everyone~

dont take it serious ya~

even my darlings also got fooled..

haha..

Im enjoying single life now...

&.. I dont wanna have those suffering(s) for now..

I just couldnt stand those hurts, that's all..

You can say that I'm a coward to love..

I dont care..I dont mind..

I dont mind being a coward when it comes to love..

But I mind being a coward when it comes to BIG things(做大事)!

I slowly found the direction of my life..

& 'wow... got so much thing to do.. I dont wan liao..'

lolx.. this came into my mind..

Btw.. I wont give up anyway..

To all pet lovers~~

Don't forget to come my 'Lovers' Petshop after 5 years~

This is my ambition for my life.. =)

That's my goal~

make every pet happy..

Make every pet lover love their pet more.. x3

哦,小姐.

我才不像你这样,

谁都可以做男友的.

不要这么犯奸,

来告诉我这么不要脸的话.

不要让我知道你有多奸.

0401

had finance test..

great.. =)

I have confident.. ^^

I'm tired today..

stayed at school almost whole day..

morning 7.30 till night 7..

duh...no energy remain..

someone hug me?

girl friends would be nice.. =)

make me forget all the suffer..sadness..& everything..

Wern's right..

I'm like a baby..

sometimes I really do..

b'coz.. I wanted someone to 'sayang' me..

haha.. hug my son would make me feel the nicest~ xD

being a baby is good huh..

cry whenever they want..

when hungry, cry..

when tired,cry..

when pain, cry..

when sad, cry..

what also cry..

so good..

summore no matter how babies cry..

they wont feel tired.. hahax..

duh..frustrated when see my weak hair..==

my hair is my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh well..

good night everyone..