Apr 23, 2010

0424

I'm hopeless?

I thought I finally know how to do..
But it wasn't so?
ya..probably..
should quit?
or should not quit?

Thought I could find someone to talk to..
but failed to do so..
no reply from anyone either..

but someone phoned..
when I started to talk..
Just felt like wanna cry only..
Kept on forcing him to get into sleep..
& said bye..
isnt that I refuse to talk..
It's that..I dont know what & how to say..
I'm just a ' prefer-suffer-in-silence' type baby girl..

are you the one?
the one that could be with me when Im sad..?
the one that could be with me when Im happy as well..?
are you the one?
the one who cares me all the time..?
the one whom I can feel safe to be with..?
Or you?
the one who will protect me..?
the one willing to play with me...
walk with me under the rain as I wished..?
the present of you is unknown..
I dont know..who are you..
but I'm waiting for you..
patiently..

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